ok.
GP's over, Econs's over, and math is just over.
and i DIED.
as in, seriously.
i was aiming for all C's at least, but that's not possible anymore.
i screwed up my GP, majorly.
and well. econs... might stand a chance if my case study stuff were acceptable.
MATH! WAS! BAD!
it was so bad i wish i could cry and die and mope but there's chem tml.
yest i was so drained by econs that ended arnd 1 plus.
so i have no mood to study math and was all tired and braindead.
and when i got home at 8 i was like.
crap. ive not looked at differentiation, trigo and curves AT ALL.
and there was no time to look at them.
i simply read my notes and went to slp at 11.30pm.
that was how long reading my notes took.
AND TODAY
i STUPIDLY made a whole lot of careless mistakes.
one qn, worth 12 marks. ALLLLL GONNNNEEEEEEEEEEE.
because i drew i cycle of sin2x instead of 2 cycles!
how dumb is that.
and i dunno.
i dint even feel the panic this time round.
it was that bad.
like, a resigned feeling?
i dont feel anything even now, as im typing this.
the words SCREWED are flashing in my mind, but not registering.
i think when i get back de papers and everyone gets As and Bs except me who's struggling with Es then i'll start crying.
*note to self: store up tissue*

sigh.
it. was. really. that. bad.
and chem tml.
pls oh Lord, grant me strength.